hello

I have missed blogging. Sharing, connecting, venting, challenging, discovering. I have seen a lot but I haven't shared. I have had time for people, but I have kept to myself. I have too many thoughts and let them go round and round my head. I have had ideas, but haven't implemented them.

I have learnt that for me, more emotion -or at least emotion that brings action- comes from my heartbreak & trials than love & stability. My loneliest days last year brought the most viewed, commented, frequent and real posts. I forged ahead with work and was given new opportunities that I took on boldly. I wrote and noticed things about myself and how I relate to the world around me. I took time to dream a dream for my future. Something that seemed like a far off fantasy...that I can't even seem to remember now.

And then I stopped. Or slowed down at least.

I aim to get this back not this year, or this month - NOW, tomorrow, the day after....and the one after that. Not the heartbreak part but the activating bettering part of me that gets switched on with it.

Oh and I like the 'personal' section of photographers website the best. I mean, why not get personal?

Photos: Sofia Sanchez & Mauro Mongiello

fair vein

Ladies, If you're not sure if he likes you, just check his instagram....





Saturdays / Watsons Bay / Jasmine Dragon Eyes @ Youeni Provides / The clouds when he leaves
Zicos got a rig, I'm hungry on the job / waking up ugh / city scenes / on the job Hyde Park
Top knot / Magnums in bed / beeeachhh / when he used to creep me @ Youeni
My monster / JASMINE! / Nice view / On the job in a stair case
Sunshine beach / Noosa / In a bush, Surry Hills / Smiling universe

Photos: timjohntom - follow him for a live pictorial stream of my life. No but really follow him, he's good.

INSTAGRAM FOR ANDROIDS? Somebody please use your web power to make this happen.

melted cheese oozing from my (glittery gif)heart

Some things we do:
1. Close our eyes and think of where in the world we could be right now. And not just any country that haphazardly first comes to mind, you've got to really feel it - and have reasons.
2. Kiss in public places...blissfully unaware (ok, so maybe a little bit aware) of how "inappropriate" it actually is to most people.
3. Wake up and talk in the special language that actually is no language at all that sets the tone for our whole morning.
4. Wear your clothes - both of us.
5. Fight over who pays, lately you win.
6. Silently dream together
7. Lose things - including time. We talk about how annoying it is but secretly, I love that we even share our downfalls.
8. Have your hand tucked under my leg as I drive
9. Crave new things. Places, experiences, knowledge, foods, feelings, locations, objects. New things that can become old, familiar memories one day - memories that have been created together
10. Love